Why do I feel so dulled today? I knew yesterday, I knew a week ago, what today is and didn't suffer any I'll effects. So why today? Mentally I feel and process the same, but physically every sensation just seems muted. Maybe it's just the cumulative weight of the psychological crab armor dulling the outside world in effort to protect me from the expected pain of the day. I feel isolated from reality. Like only a few things are able to pierce the aethers and touch me today. I long for the comfort of home and embrace of my partner.
Happy birthday Gram. I love and miss you. I know that wherever your soul has flown, it's better than the worldworn cage of reality you fled from. <3
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