Hedgerow crossings

Last night before we pack up the house where we've lived together for the last 3 years. I slept alone. The new partner that is minimally impacted by this huge change, gets the cuddles and comfort. I'm angry and sorrowful.

N has no independent preferences. Everything parrots C. The degree of matching makes me angry, and icky. Same coffee orders, same favorite foods... Sure Jan, your insecurity and need to be 100% like your partner to feel safe isn't at all obvious. 🤮

Part of me wants to run away.